Spell Saab

How’s It Going?

January 4, 2018 55 Comments

I woke up this morning totally heartbroken.

In my dream, Jim was super flirting with an ex-girlfriend RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! Inside jokes galore, thinking it was she who kicked him under the table instead of me, etc. I woke up so sad!!

I’ve done my fair share of reading baby books and, in Jim’s opinion, a little too much Googling throughout my pregnancy to know what’s going on. Somehow, pregnant women have way more vivid dreams than the regular person. And it’s true! I’ve murdered people, I’ve given birth to my 18-year-old brother, I even predicted Tim Yap’s surprise wedding (well, sort of).

If I were to analyze last night’s dream, I’d say that it has something to do with my subconscious being very body-conscious right now :( I’m not feeling very pretty, I’m so uncomfortable, my ass is huge. Doesn’t help that just a few nights ago, somebody pointed out that the lines on my neck have gone darker because of my pregnancy hormones. THANKS A LOT, PERSON I’VE NEVER MET BEFORE. Anyway, I think my dream is a reflection of my insecurity right now.

For the record, I still think I’m super cute, okay?! Hahaha! Yung subconscious ko lang yung insecure!! But with the twins getting heavier each day, I am getting more and more uncomfortable.

I’m on my 25th week and if my discomfort means that the two kids are getting comfortable in my belly, then by all means. Besides, I woke Jim up before sunrise to tell him what happened in an accusatory tone and in his groggy state he just wrapped me in his arms and calmed me down. Take that, subconscious!!

Happy new year, by the way ✨

♥,
Saab

January 5, 2018

Saab

55 Comments

  1. Reply

    Nikkie

    January 4, 2018

    Yesss finally may update na. Saab, you still look gorgeous kahit walang make up! 😘

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Naka-mascara naman ako sa picture na yan hehehe but thank you!

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    Vicky De Ocampo

    January 4, 2018

    “I woke Jim up before sunrise to tell him what happened in an accusatory tone and in his groggy state he just wrapped me in his arms and calmed me down.”

    Awwwww sweet!!!! You guys are so cute 😍 I’m excited to see the twins. Huhuuuuu they’re so blessed to have you both as parents!!!

    P. S.
    Iba kaya ang glow mo!!! 😭😭😭😭 You’re so beautiful, and I mean it. ❤❤❤❤

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Thank you!!!<3

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    Angel

    January 4, 2018

    what an adorable update! glad to know you and Jim are so much in the zone as soon-to-be parents! so exciting!! P.S. screw that judgey person wag mo siyang pansinin kasi epal siya

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Hahaha what’s worse is that the stranger wasn’t trying to hurt my feelings naman, I guess that’s just what passes as small talk in our country. Oh well!

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    Gigi

    January 4, 2018

    Still pretty. Preggy. Naalala ko sarili ko nung nagbuntis din ako sa 1st and 2nd baby ko 😊 ps pangarap ko dati twin na boy and girl. Kainggit ka.

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      <3

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    siibsmom

    January 4, 2018

    youve always been cute!! just keep on fighting those hormones away. goodluck on your pregnancy, you coolest Momma!😊

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Thank you!!

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    Aica

    January 4, 2018

    I’m a childfree 23-year-old but I’ve been having vivid dreams as well! I’ve quit a certain bad habit last year… Turns out within 90 days (or more, depends), your hormones are “recalibrating”. This happens during major body changes, and pregnancy is another one of them. And when that happens, dreams are a new level of vivid! Sometimes I dreamed I actually was relapsing and I was so worried… Only to find out it’s just a dream haha. And I had a dream similar to yours so alam ko kung gaano kafrustrating ang subconscious minsan.

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Congratulations on kicking a bad habit!!!

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    elle

    January 4, 2018

    You just feel uncomfortable but you are still a beautiful preggy one. Stay healthy Ms. Saab ❤

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Thank you!!

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    Niki

    January 4, 2018

    Saab, I am a fan. I just don’t think you’re cute. I think you’re really pretty! Pregnant or not, you are. <3 Super blessed ka pa to have a husband like Jim. Alam mo ba before, I’ve always wondered what and how would it feel like to have someone like him? (Ok don’t get me wrong, di ko type si Jim.) Pero yung guy na makulit, masarap katawanan, very patient with my irrational jealousy and mood swings, etc. And then, I found him. I am super happy for you Saab. I am also excited about your babies kase pinagdadasal din ng boyfriend ko twins din samin and boy and girl! I will pray for you and the baby’s health. More power, Saab! ♥️♥️♥️

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      LOL I read that as “masarap katawan” HAHAHAHHAHAHA thank you and I’m happy you found your own version of the perfect guy :D

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    Mayee

    January 4, 2018

    You do look super cute with the twin baby belly!! :)

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Thank you, Mayee!!

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    Jaz

    January 4, 2018

    You’re beautiful Saab. Take extra care. Ok? ❤

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Okay!!<3

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    Andrea ocio

    January 4, 2018

    You are so funny!! I love reading your blog. Also, don’t mind that rude comment of yours because you are totally glowing. Praying that you’ll have an easy delivery.. gogogo!! 😘

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Thank you for your comment and your prayers <3<3

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    janica

    January 4, 2018

    thats too cute! im so excited for you, future mommy of twins!!!!

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      <3<3<3

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    Andi

    January 4, 2018

    I totally feel you. I’m an expecting (first-time) mom too. Currently on my 27th week and feeling very uncomfortable! A lot of people comment that my bump is too small (what is it with Pinoys who like to comment on physical attributes?!) but I feel sad that I can’t fit into 80% of my wardrobe. Oh well, time to shop then! :)

    For the record, I think you look good! Hope you feel better and you treat yourself to a nice mani/pedi or a blowout :)

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Sakin rin “Maliit ka magbuntis. Twins pa naman din yan!” OKAY PARE-PAREHO KASI DAPAT TAYONG LAHAT NG BABY BUMP EH NOH?! Hahaha cheret. A home service mani-pedi sounds heavenly right now <3 Thank you and God bless your baby!!:)

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    Aisa

    January 4, 2018

    Pretty ka pa din poh :)

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      TY!!

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    Abbbby

    January 4, 2018

    Took a pause from work to read this. Lol

    I remember just a few months ago, my preggers officemate was complaining about her dark underarms, getting fat, etc etc.. but I never thought she looked bad. She was pregnant and that was okay. Y’all are gorgeous. Those who comment about your looks shouldn’t be allowed to touch your babies in the future hahaha jk half joke

    So excited for you, Saab!
    PS You writing again made me want to write again! Hehe

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Hello!! Thank you so much for saying this. I guess most of it’s just in our heads. Here’s to writing more this 2018!

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    Jemaima Melicor

    January 4, 2018

    Imissyou Saab!!! You’re still beautiful!!! 😍

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Thank you, all your compliments really help boost my self-esteem!!! Huhuhu

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    Gazelle Joy

    January 4, 2018

    Still looking pretty though! So excited to see your twins!

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      <3<3

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    Dona

    January 4, 2018

    I missed reading your blog! Nakakaloka yung dream mo. Haha. When you said, “pregnant women have way more vivid dreams than the regular person”, medyo na-alarm ako. I’m not preggy but I always have vivid dreams, as in kaya ko syang ikwento in details pagkagising ko. Anyway, happy new year, mommy Saab! <3 Please know that you are still beautiful even you're preggy. Don't mind that stranger who told you about your neck. Mema lang yun. Haha. :*

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Hehehe thank you!!

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    Aurea

    January 4, 2018

    Hay Saab! Grabe ultimate crush talaga. <3 Kahit hindi ka buntis or bunti ka right now… Ang sobrang pretty pa din. <3 Waaaaaah!

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Thank you <3

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    Louise

    January 4, 2018

    I loved how Jim had comforted you even if you woke him up suddenly because of the bad dream you had. ❤❤ that is pure love right there. 😊💛

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Always <3<3

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    Ryan

    January 4, 2018

    For sure! Super duper mega wega cute! I don’t think you can be not cute.
    HNY! TC.

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Hahah thank you!!

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    Jules

    January 4, 2018

    I had a nightmare naman last night, my brother died daw due to OD. I woke up crying :(

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Are you pregnant, too? What a horrible dream!

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    Des

    January 4, 2018

    Hi Saab, so funny dat last night i had bad dream as well btw im on 25th week but not twins thou!haha and maybe subconciously din lang ung insecurity q.haha napaginipan q kasi bigla naman dalawa kmi babae sa buhay ng hubby q but wen i told him he just said “anu ka ba I love you at panaginip lang yun.”haha kaines lang ng panaginip!haha
    Anywei ur always beautiful Saab! God bless you and ur momma journey!❤

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      It’s so common for us preggos talaga!! Good luck on your pregnancy :)

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    Klarenz

    January 4, 2018

    HAHAHAHA that’s so funny, and relatable (tho hindi pa ako nagbuntis) but I know how hard it is getting through the day with a heavy feeling because of a vivid dream. It’s good that you share it with us, para may kahati ka sa feels :) Take care always ate, love u <3

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      It’s the wuuurst hahaha

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    Mayumi

    January 5, 2018

    Aww the ending is so kilig! Saab, Can i just say you’re the MOST beautiful preggo human and STFU to our subconscious and other people’s opinions. Hehe. Love you and looking forward to see your little angels 👼👼

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Thank you, Mayumi!!!

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    Gail

    January 5, 2018

    Yay! New Post! Finally, I’ve been checkin on your blog like every day!!!

    Don’t worry Saab, pretty babies are coming your way and you’re insecurities will be soon washed away. Happy New Year~!

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Thank you :) Happy new year!

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    Jane

    January 5, 2018

    One time napanaginipan ko din yung husband ko while flirting with other girl and in my dream I slap him hard, and when I woke up he told me I slap him daw. Haha

    Your always beautiful, pregnancy suits you. I’ve been stalking you on Instagram and I’m kinikilig on your videos with your husband. Have a safe delivery. God bless.

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      Saab

      January 5, 2018

      Omg your poor hubby hahahaha!! Thank you <3

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    Jewel

    January 5, 2018

    YAAAY! May update. :) Sweet! ♥

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