It’s ridiculous how disconnected I feel now that the Internet has taken over the world. I remember when my classmates and I would discuss the latest Ghost Fighter episode over recess. We’d talk about what we loved or hated about the new Britney Spears music video. MTV mattered during those days. I’m only 26 and I’m sure people who have been around longer have got it worse. The less bands there were, the more we could discuss. Now it’s “Have you listened to the new Helmets in Kentucky?” and I always say I don’t know that band (I just made up that band so don’t worry, you’re not a total loser). I’m very afraid of what’s happening. I’m easily distracted and just writing this paragraph is surprising to me. I usually don’t get anything done. I’d like to be braver than I’ve been lately. I feel like all these websites, reading materials, television shows are just so overwhelming. I want to read everything so I read nothing.
I keep over thinking, that I end up not thinking anymore. I really need to practice yoga more. Haha. I worry for my brain.
I’ll start small by braving the new stuff. Will try to leave the throwbacks for Thursdays. Check back daily for updates xx